Showing posts with label Life. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Life. Show all posts

Saturday, November 6, 2010

Creeque Alley

It has been already a while since, and I have truly lost the interest in babbling and mutter much of daily non-extraordinairy mumbles of life.

I had a great celebration of being older recently although I had no expectation and therefore it was a good surprise after all. If you have been a friend of mine over facebook you may be seeing photos of the celebration.

This week however has been pretty much unproductive besides more done on wasting money and eating out a whole lot. There you go, I have lost the train of thoughts and is going blank and have nothing else interesting to bitch about for tonight besides being all alone in hostel and hearing the fan and the clock ticking.

Hopefully tomorrow will be more exciting. Sigh.

Tuesday, October 19, 2010

Bewitched, Bothered and Bewildered

I have lost the motivation to write now that knowing my name is easily google-able and the invasion of personal privacy is just absolute nightmare. Even so, the urge to for these fingers to dance on the keyboard is still strong.

I have not been typing, or even tryping (trying to type) as this semester has been long and dreadfully busy. And I can't bitch as much as I rather keep it to myself and not announce to the world about my never-ending misery about some stuff that was going on and had happened over the period of 5 months. Or at least right after I came back from Obamaland for that 3-weeks sponsored travel for my volunteering activities.

See, I'm not spoilt brat. I'm just gifted for some work I do in life. I still don't understand why on bloody earth would that anonymous spoil my Chat Box over the right side of this page.

I went to the gym yesterday to re-register again. I thought it was a wise decision as I needed the swimming pool there. I need to counter my fear and learn to swim, and no point to drown all over again. Obviously it became a challenge after almost 5-month long of absence and today I am all in pain. I do miss running and running in gym is not the same as running outdoor. I get to watch MTV!

Do note that I'm entertainmently challenged since I possess no television in my hostel room. It was fun. Also I was a bit demotivated to se overly muscular people there but well, I should just ignore those stuff. I'm actually happy resuming my healthy life again and although it can be costly in the future considering the fact my studies will end and I will no longer live under the means of my loan pocket money, I shall probably get a job then to sustain myself in the future.

Gosh, in less than a month I will be an adult. And even before that happen I already have so many obligations in life to fulfill.

Gasp!


Friday, October 15, 2010

Rainbow Veins


"Verify, His Command, when He intends a a thing, is only that He say to it, "Be", and it is!" (Yāʾ Sīn 36:82)



Monday, September 13, 2010

Sunrise Sunset

I am such an awful writer and I began to more and more dislike describing daily life stories.

Aidilfitri has not been that great, and we don't have open house or much on visitings either.



The holiday is too short, and I am going out with Alan after this. He happened to be a blog friend back then in high school and we finally met up during SunBurst 09. A very exciting and happening socialite.


I should be packing my stuff and go back to KL because Sheesha will be leaving to UK on Wednesday and I must send her off again. Previously it was bound to Perth but that was not the right place for her. And a million things to do this week.

When I'm busy, I wish I had some free time. And when I have nothing else in this world to do I wish I was busy.



Bleh.

Eid Mubarak everyone.





Monday, September 6, 2010

Peacock

I am currently procrastinating.



I scored the lowest in the PR Practice quiz, which astonished the lecturer as I have always excelled in class. However, there will be another chance to retake the quiz tomorrow.

Obviously I am supposed to study it now, but I got too distracted over Airline Manager game on the ultimatum evilness of Facebook.



Irregardless, I shall continue, or go to bed now. Or might not be able to wake up for sahur too.


I have a long whining to do.


After all, according to no name on the shout box over the right side of the blog I am a spoilt brat and love to brag.


So here me roar. Will brag about my other whine whenever I feel like so.

Tuesday, August 31, 2010

Burn Your Life Down

I don't care for the celebration.



There is still racism, hatred and envy.




No point.






Selamat Hari Merdeka, to the hopeful ones.


Sunday, August 29, 2010

Battlefield

I am back.




Again..



and it has been such a turbulence of everything, since the last time I ever wrote anything.




Perhaps the whole category on "Complication" does gave a domino effect entirely.


Wednesday, July 28, 2010

Ain't No Sunshine

It has been a while since I've keyed anything here.


And there has been certain parties accusing me being spoilt brat. Ha.. Ha..




And I keep getting random rubbish, scam, porn-link comments and wish those people would just die than wasting my inbox spaces .





P/S: USA was amazing.

Friday, May 28, 2010

The Show

This place is very dusty.





Maybe I should start writing more, so I could channel all the anger and happiness combined.



The good news? Remember this old piece that didn't work out? This time it is happening.




Wheeeeeeee~


Saturday, May 15, 2010

Bust Your Window

gLee flashmob by random alphabets was awesome.




i've met the best gLeeks in the country, maybe in the world. and through #gleekl twitter as well.




you can google the videos, and look it up on Star World advertisement as well. I'd be the one wearing purple. photos are all over random alphabets albums.





and the things that happened in between was not.





it was all fun, but honestly there has been some misery that took placed in between.





i'm such a big jerk.



with someone i thought was special all these while.




now i've lost it.

Monday, May 3, 2010

Cherry Tree Carol

It has been a week plus since I last wrote anything here. Temper tantrums mixed with random emotional breakdown.


With GLEE, I came back.



Last week was like a roller coaster. Ups and downs.


Will do more job search this week.


My training shoe is torn. I almost went moody. Then again, I realized some hardware shop might have the glue to fix it.


The weekend went awesome, with picnic and fruitful meeting with fellow alumni.


Now, busy week ahead.



Will write more, when I have the time.


I'm going to Random Alphabets GLEE Flashmob Dance : KL Chapter. Are you?

Monday, April 26, 2010

Teardrops on My Guitar

My mum's birthday was on Saturday. I wish I was home with her.


My host dad in Oklahoma also celebrated his birthday the same day as my mum. Except he is on the other side of the world. I wish to be with him too.


Sometime you just will never get what you want in life. You plan, plan and plan but only The Almighty decides.


I feel demotivated, as my never ending struggle with studies goes I strive to get the best grades. While I know some people who get good grades they would then get some kind of gift from their parents, I was bound to expect nothing even if I already have the best grades so far.

Still I should thank them for the emergency moments they are available to fork in some penny for me.

But then again, its depressing to know all these years, its still a struggle of which I may just not want to explain more in details.

Money is evil.



Sigh.


I need a hug.


Friday, April 23, 2010

I'm Gonna Getcha Good

Me and the KTM Komuter has this love-hate relationship;

  1. I regularly take it to Midvalley, once the only civilization I rely on to run away from college
  2. The gym, which I go to, in attempt to gain some weight and loose the fugly belly which doesn't match skinny body
  3. To wherever else but here
However, regardless of how many times I scream, shout, push, bitch, tweet, FB-ed it, nothing will ever change.

Today the Komuter didn't come. Instead it was the old train. I took it at 5.42pm from Midvalley. It stopped in Tasik Selatan. I assumed it will do the same in Serdang.

No, it just went away to Kajang, and had to wait another 20 minutes there.

My timing plan ruined. I missed the previous shuttle bus and the next one is just too late and too close to Maghrib hour.


So, I waited back in Serdang for the Metrobus, and hopped on one, which dropped me close enough to the stall outside UNITEN and then walked back to college.


I doubt anyone walk as much as I do in where I study.



Hostile takeover the Board of Director and Senior Management, anyone?


(P/S: Its good training for the marathon to walk, isn't it?)

Wednesday, April 21, 2010

Runaway Train

I told you I suck at writing in BM. At least I'm being honest on this.



I want to run the Standard Chartered Marathon. The thing is last year when the college had a marathon, I ran 10km and got fever after that. But then again, that was when H1N1 was in season.


Now, I would want to run, for a cause. At least its more meaningful isn't it?

Regardless if its for Yayasan Anak Warisan Alam, National Cancer Society or Malaysian Aids Council I would indefinitely pledge for a cause.


But then again, I haven't even registered. I'm not sure how far I can go on this. 10km, 21km or 42km?


I have about 66 days to train!


And just to let you know, running for a charity would need me to fundraise minimum of RM500 therefore I sincerely appreciate any form of donations directly towards the marathon profile website. Will keep everyone updated on the methods on donation, if you love me enough to give some donations through your credit, debit or even online banking transfer.


Tuesday, April 20, 2010

The Long Goodbye

Saya dah janji nak karang dalam BM kan? Jadi saya tulis dalam BM sekarang.


Baik tulis sekarang, nanti lupa. Dah la malas. Suka tangguh lagi. Aduhai.


2-3 hari ni sangat sibuk tak tahu la kenapa.

Hari Jumaat pegi cari kerja teringin nak jadi Barista padahal poket semakin kering jadi perlu plan B sebab tak nak susah mak dan bapak.

Hari Sabtu malam pegi tengok Konsert Akademi Fantasia dengan sepupu sebab dia nak belanja. Ikut saja lah sebab saya bukan selalu berlepak dengan saudara sendiri jarang-jarang sekali. Tak la hebat sangat konsert tu sebab bosan gila. Saya tak minat AF langsung, tapi sebab suka pegi tengok persembahan live, nak amik feel semata-mata.

Banyak pulak orang pelangi kat situ. Biasa la kot?

Hari Ahad rushing pegi jumpa Timbalan Setiausaha Dalam Negara Hal Ehwal Kebudayaan dan Pendidikan USA di The Ritz Residence. Orangnya kecik dan comey saja nama Ms Pally. Orang kuat Clinton. Kalau keluarga angkat di Oklahoma tahu mesti semacam mereka fikir sebab mereka orang kuat Parti Republikan. Tak apa lah, sebab ini untuk kepentingan alumni sendiri. Ms Pally pun cakap, alumni kami jadi model alumni dunia. Maknanya, lepas ni kena la lebih komited dan tak boleh main-main saja. Kena banyak buat aktiviti dengan lebih baik sebab jadi contoh alumni lain.

Hari Isnin makan malam di The Royale Chulan. Di layan hebat macam VIP sama dengan alumni program lain yang penah ke USA. Seronok dapat becakap, sebab bila saya bukak mulut banyak idea keluar. Kepala otak sentiasa berpusing pikir benda nak buat dalam komuniti. Contoh, hujung minggu ni ada Global Youth Service Day jadi kami pegi Rumah Anak Yatim buat Program Perkaya Bahasa Inggeris, lepas tu hari Ahad pegi Rumah Pelindungan Gadis Mengandung Bawah Umur derma pakaian.

Seronok tolong orang walau tak dapat untung atau duit. Yang penting orang lain dapat kebaikan. Ni semua kerja ramai-ramai dengan ahli alumni jugak.


Sayang sebab kat Bolehland orang ramai penting diri kalau benda tu tak bawak balik duit orang tak nak buat tapi saya seronok saja buat walau poket saya sentiasa kering.


Sekarang saya membujang balik. Awal-awal hari tu ada main-main cheenta sikit tapi tak menjadi. Entah la, mungkin saya tak pandai. Tak ada pengalaman.


Sebab tu saya suka buat aktiviti sukarela ni. Alih perhatian dari benda-benda yang menyakit hati.



Ha. Kan dah cakap saya tak pandai tulis dalam BM. Dulu masa kelas tuisyen saya cemerlang bila SPM haprak je dapat.


Mesti semua bosan baca. Tak paham sepatah harem saya tulis.


Harap maaf. Selamat malam semua.


Sunday, April 18, 2010

Me, Myself and I

Its been a week since, or so since I last wrote stuff.

The entire week has been terribly busy starting off with Trisha's birthday in Sunway Lagoon. It was practically fun although it was very much costly. However, it was really worth it. We had great dinner at Manhattan Fish Market which was absolutely my first time ever and it was on her therefore it wasn't that bad considering I'm getting heavily broken by each second I breathe. Speaking of which, the new fan page I joined in Facebook, I do really wish money would have sex in my pocket and multiply.

On the same night I rushed to Bandaraya to Quality Hotel for a camp training. It was fun to meet up with the favorite people on earth and mingle around with all the educational stuff in between but overall it was fun, fun and fun.

The entire week seemed more like a waste as college was tiring and the new f-up system, is just f-up-ed. The college decided to auto register its new students. And therefore, they decided to register me on courses I have exempted. With the faculty having almost 400 students or so, I wish the best of luck to the staff.

And I sincerely thank God for my results. 6 subjects, and with playfulness in between I have no idea how I made it. Perhaps the never ending coffee misery helped much.

Thats all for now. My eyeballs are about to pop out. And I am hungry.


I will write more about my first ever Akademi Fantasia concert experience. Seriously, I knew none of the contestant as I never liked the show at the first place. Drama, much?

Thursday, April 8, 2010

The Burning Babe

This is my 155th post.


No, I don't seek popularity like those who'd announce their blog anniversary. Monkeys With Tarter Sauce came a long way since space.live.com online journal. That was like in 2005 when I was actively writing about my Egyptian Adventure as an exchange student for 2-months.

The name it self came about from a special online friend whom I've known since 2002 and we're still friends until now.

Even so, there are readers for my blog. Its a personal space and I never expect frequent and regular readers therefore I sincerely thank you for being interested with my forever, never-ending miserable adventurous life stories.

Never mind that. I'm back in college. I have so many things to do in my room. Those who are friends with me in Facebook may have seen the terrible destruction of my room. Its big mess.

Need to clean up.

Tomorrow is going to be a short day and Friday, I will hit Sunway Lagoon for the first time ever for Trisha's birthday.

Weekend would be filled with volunteers' training program.


Seems like my holiday is really ending now!


Yikes.

Wednesday, April 7, 2010

4 Minutes

I'm almost done packing. Its something I really am not good at.



I'm leaving the great island of amazing food. I am satisfied with the mediocre gastronomical adventure I had, of which includes the favorite Kari Ketam, Gulai Ikan Kering, Char Kuey Teow, Mee Baker, Nasi Kandaq Beratoq, and the list is just never ending. Unlike in KL, food here is good everywhere. Almost.

Back then around college radius area. Food sucks. Big time.

At least I get fat at home.


Then I can starve as much, until I go home again, which is inconsistently irregular.


I can look as skinny as a stick but I have when I have belly. I envy those guys with nice abs.



Going back to the city means a busy life. However, I like to keep in touch with friends.




Let's have coffee date?


Mamak ada jual Caramel Macchiato, Cold, Less Ice, 3 shot with Soy Milk tak?



p/s: I survived driving in the smallest lane in the island, or at least big road with 2-3 cars on the sides blocking the way making 2 way become one. Which also means that I can officially drive everywhere else in this country! Except I only know reverse parking, and absolutely hate the other 2 way of parking. And stoopid drivers as well.

Tuesday, April 6, 2010

I'll Stand By You

Saya tak pandai karang dalam BM.


Tapi ada orang minat jadi saya cuba lagi.


Macam orang lain, saya pun ada masalah. Macam-macam.


Kengkawan. Duit. Study. Masa depan. Dan lain-lain.


Tapi notakakinya, saya ada masalah low self esteem. Saya tak tahu apa maknanya dalam BM.


Oh. Rendah diri kot?


Orang pikir saya penuh konfiden. Main redah je. Umor belum 20 dah merata pusing dunia.


Sendiri. Egypt, USA saya pegi dengan program petukaran pelajar.


Thailand, Indonesia, Singapura, Vietnam, Cambodia saya redah pakai duit gaji kerja sendiri. Kalau sesak saya talipon kat mak saya. Tu pun saya segan sebab saya tak suka susah famili sendiri. Bukan orang senang-lenang.


Oh bebalik kat masalah awal.


Saya rendah diri. Saya rasa diri tak menarik. Orang tak minat kat saya. Bukan nya elok sangat. Gelap sikit. Rambut kembang tak sepasal. Cakap main lepas kadang-kadang. Pikir sangat pasal masalah antarabangsa. Risau kebajikan orang. Macam orang cakap tak hot, tak jambu tak ada orang nak. Kot?


Entah la.


Tapi saya pun tak tahu kenapa saya pikir merepek.




Serius, saya merepek sekarang.



Baik tengok Glee saja.



Blog ni penuh kategori "Komplikasi". Aura negatif semata-mata.

Monday, March 22, 2010

Big Big World

Perhaps I shall not work with the call center, considering even if its a part time job working hour is from 9am until 6pm. And worse, you get paid only with successful interviews a month and half later.


I think I shall go for the barista, knowing the fact in recent semester Branding class most assignments were Starbucks related and also the fact that I love saying the favorite Starbucks sophistication mantra.. why not?


Zee Avi concert was ultimatum fun. Its too bad I didn't get to go to Kings of Convenience concert though.


Travel bug is back, and this is the only semester I am so broken, and not traveling abroad.


Or I may just.


This weekend, I will be heading to Tioman for a class trip and then back home to my very own greatest island of scrumplicious food. When I get back to the city, I might head down south of the country to visit a close friend, and perhaps hop into the country next to it.


My passport is expiring soon, I just need some new stamps to fill the passport.


I just told another friend the wackiest reason to get a job.

Me: I need a job.
Cheryl: Yeah, you really will fit best for the job since you love coffee and all!
Me: No, seriously. I need to get a job because I need to get a Marc Jacob bag.
Cheryl: *Laugh out loud* Yes, people need a job to earn for a living. You need a job to get a Marc Jacob bag. *Laugh even more*


I'm really that crazy, huh.


I regularly go to the airport to watch plane. And this is really random.



I'm kinda broke until I get my study loan pocket money, which is forever slow.




And the Starbucks mantra is; "Caramel Macchiato, Cold, Less Ice, Triple Shot with Soy Milk".