No Woman, No Cry

I wanted to write something but I totally lost my mind about it.

I've been too hooked over the assignment and need ideas to sketch for an advertisement for Loacker Quadratini.. and adsoftheworld.com just got too addictive.

My contact lens are drying and I'm hungry but I'm on a really tight budget so I rather skip dinner.

Maybe ideas will come soon.

Hopefully.

And this slow wifi is pissing me off. Dang it.

Folsom Prison Blues

The one big thing I hate to talk about especially with my family is money.

Which reminds me of the incident most recently when a young boy from group of the orphanage children we brought to Botanical Garden for class final project asking few of us a very deep, critical question from the mind of a pure and innocent child.

Boy: "Brother, brother, what is the dirtiest thing is the world?"

Me: "Um.. got a lot lah"

Boy: "You think leh?"

Me: "Toilet?"

Boy: "No.. my father said the dirtiest thing in the world is money"

Sigh.

I grew up with privileges. Now, I struggle and keeping record of every coin I spend.

Even the accommodation fees is soon, going to be a new challenge. Its just too bad that the loan I get is enough to cover the tuition fee.

More headaches to come.

When It All Falls Apart

Well, its gone and done now. A week ago or so, it was something and now its nothing. At least something happened.

Sigh.

I was home on Monday, right after I've sent off the ultimate-sushi-arts-for-grab-KLpac-camp-volunteer-partnet-in-crime to New Zealand to further her studies. Her flight departed on Sunday and I left for home the following day. Urgh, this sentence became just too redundant.

Anyway, going to Klang for Gong Xi at Tyng's was a challenge as I missed the morning bus and the train was being bitchy and late, and there was just too many foreign workers with their very foreign body odour. Dang.

I've not been writing much nor been reading any other blog as I got too lazy and just too overwhelmed with so many stalkers coming in and the probability of me being googled is all time high right after the never-happened-incident with youknowwho.

You can never have anything you want most in life, and when you have it and you'd screw the moment immediately and thats it.

Life goes on.

Heartbreaker

I'm at home, and its not for long.

Had Char Kuey Teow, and mum's fusili+schrimp+mushroom+whipped cream pasta which she learned from Carmen.

Met Tok Nah. Love to laugh with her. Such an amazing grandmother, although we're not biologically related as she was just my greatgrandma's adopted sister.

Possibly a few mandatory checklist did make it this time.

I can be slightly a Happy Gilmore.

And I screwed up things with youknowwho.

Will never be forgiven, and will forever be left with bad rapport.

Gong Xi Fa Chai!

Gong Xi Fa Chai!

Have a prosperous new year ahead!

All Dressed Up In Love

screw it.

Family Potrait

I never like to get phone call from home, especially when the news isn't something you look forward to.

Something is really bothering my mind now.

Whatever it is, I will always love my mum endlessly.

Let It Bleed

I told you I'm never good with love, and never exactly to want to expose about it never mind giving in details.

And commonly, I always felt unwanted.

It might just not work out at all.

Its always too hard to find the right one, who understands you and love you for who you are, what you are, what you do, and what you love.

Worse is, to find someone who love you for what you do in life, and the trouble you go to achieve it and at the same time achieving the love as well.

There's already two major turbulences in the last 2-weeks. How will it even survive?

I'm not giving up. Its just maybe more space needed.

After all, might just be another single Valentine again. Sigh.

Knowing Me, Knowing You

I'm just too excited for the weekend to come. Finally!

Friday is my last presentation, hopefully, and I have less assignments left due for now. I could feel some oxygen gas around me flowing free like no pollution. Well, that doesn't make any sense right?

Anyway, tomorrow night I will be going to Frontera in Jaya One for Doris's farewell as she will be leaving to New Zealand on the 14th. Amazing huh? Leaving home on the first day of Chinese New Year is just too awkward isn't it. However, as her classes begin the following week she must leave on that day itself for the orientation. There goes my artsy-fartsy partner in crime. No more random hang out in Starbucks Borders in The Gardens and Arts for Grab hunt in Pasar Seni. No more kaki to go KLpac too. Aiyooo..

On Saturday, there will be the alumni picnic, which I totally am slightly confused the exact location is. On Sunday, I maybe going on USS NIMITZ ship. Yes, its the US Navy ship with jet fighter on it. How cool is that? Hah.

Enough of bragging.

Despite planning for the annual Anti-Valentine's Day by wearing black and hanging out mingling with the single gal pals, I may not be single at all. But then again, lets just keep some stuff private to those who really knows ok?

My eyes are drying now but I'm just too lazy to go wash and pop the lenses out from my eyeballs.

I should continue my random productivity mode and finish up with the completed presentation slides.

Will be bitching more about life this coming weekend.

Gute Nacht, yo!

[P/S: Who the heck are those randoms who messing with my Shout Boxx? --------->>>>> ]

L.O.V.E.

Amazingly, I have not been writing much as I wanted too. Too many things happened in a single month and not all are necessary to be told to the world, or rather just mere gibberish whine.

Oh, remember my lost Nike flip-flops? Its home now. Someone put it right outside my room on Sunday morning and when I was back on Saturday the day before there was nothing. Perhaps the curse I made upon the thief worked?

I have 2 pair of these Nike and 4 pairs of Old Navy (which cost US$5 for 2)

Anyway, the last 3 weeks were filled with forever never ending assignments plus with a teaspoon of procrastination everything just worked too well to the point where I do not exactly get enough sleep.

Also, January became the month of non spending which I therefore did not enter Topman and Zara after December 31st purchases. However, the money cumulated was not enough to last me to the end of the month and I still do not understand where it went missing. Airport run, perhaps? I had to take several taxi rides too due to the hopeless shuttle bus around. Each taxi ride cost 10 bucks.. so imagine 2 rides already can be pain in the hole of the pocket, no?

I have made few new friends over the month and the networking seemed to be very interesting variety. Also, I have new buddies to just talk to. I'm a happy Gilmore, really. Facebook and some other social networking sites seemed to be finally useful. Games are forever addictive too on Facebook. Damn. Aside from being really tired and annoyed with the slow load of Farmville, I still could not compete on Virtual Flights. Perhaps its time to just stick to Airline Manager?

Pfft. I dislike the warm weather. I miss those 2 weeks in December when it just rained and drizzle nonstop for 2-weeks.

And yes, the title has hidden meaning. Nothing to decrypt, but just a possibility.

=)