Monday, April 26, 2010

Teardrops on My Guitar

My mum's birthday was on Saturday. I wish I was home with her.


My host dad in Oklahoma also celebrated his birthday the same day as my mum. Except he is on the other side of the world. I wish to be with him too.


Sometime you just will never get what you want in life. You plan, plan and plan but only The Almighty decides.


I feel demotivated, as my never ending struggle with studies goes I strive to get the best grades. While I know some people who get good grades they would then get some kind of gift from their parents, I was bound to expect nothing even if I already have the best grades so far.

Still I should thank them for the emergency moments they are available to fork in some penny for me.

But then again, its depressing to know all these years, its still a struggle of which I may just not want to explain more in details.

Money is evil.



Sigh.


I need a hug.


5 comments:

  1. happy beirthday dear Mrs mama...may u have a very healthy life given by God....


    epi berfdayyy...o yeahhhh

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  2. OMG
    we are sharing the same parents.
    it pains me you know sometimes to experience. not getting any presents even though we know we did our best.
    HUG

    returning the favor
    :)

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  3. happy belated bday to both.... i had the same feeling when i was far away fr my family dulu2.

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