Cape Cod Kwassa Kwassa

My biggest enemy, Jealousy has just arrive.

I was in cafeteria having late dinner which I have not done for a while already with a friend whom I have not been hanging out for a bit. It was nice catching up with random stuff. I like to talk to people who I can easily click with, which happens often but not regularly. I hate those awkward moment where you don't know what to say and stuff.

Suddenly, I heard people singing birthday song loudly. It was for a friend, by another group of friends-classmates. Of which some, I heard over the grapevine regularly talks about me behind my back, or at least ditch me most of the time. Fun moments that usually take place months ago no longer seem to linger much.

Surprises never comes in good way for me.

My friend whom I was having dinner with wanted to go back and I didn't even bother about the event that was going on. On one hand, I felt left out for not being invited to join in the surprise because I'm known to be the kind of person who likes to celebrate other people. Nevertheless, perhaps they already noticed how much lately I like to go out on my own, alone.

I'm such a loner.

Whom once upon a time a social butterfly.

Sigh.

Although yesterday, I had slightly better day going out with another really old good friend whom I've last seen when I was in Form 2 back in high school which then he already graduated from school later. He didn't proceed with Engineering course which he dreamed about and currently working as a researcher on law cases and going to be a lawyer soon.

He picked me up with his Volkswagen Beetle and it became my first time ever to ride one. We headed to KLpac to watch The Swimming Instructor which was really good show. Before that, we had random dinner snack at some hawker since we both are slightly frugal and apparently its located on Jalan Punggok somewhere in Sentul. It was slightly ghetto but the table was next to a Bentley showroom.

I bumped into u-Jean, whom apparently work at the ticketing area. We went back to college together later and catch up a little bit. We had McD sundae cone. At least I had a better yesterday.

Off to bed I go now.